http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ Why are we talking about this!! Zits!! Arghh!!!!! en Wed, 08 Sep 2010 09:00:57 +0000 http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/gastric-bypass-surgery-date#post-4565 Wed, 08 Sep 2010 03:11:35 +0000 princesspustule 4565@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Rachel, I know your surgery will go well. Just be sure and follow the doctors instructions to the T. I have taken care of several of these surgeries post-op and they do so well. They would come back and see us after about 4 months then 8 months and then after 12 months. WOW! they didn't even look like the same people.<br /> Make sure you take a good multivitaminor you will become extremely malnurished. Good luck and my thoughts and prayers are with you. </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/no-one-reads-these-posts-so-im-safe#post-4564 Wed, 08 Sep 2010 02:55:42 +0000 princesspustule 4564@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>WOW Inna, Lady luck hasn't been on your side in a while. Well I fully understand and it seems that our lives are parallel when it comes to luck. In Dec 08 I couldn't breathe very well and went to the ER. They told me I had Pneumonia but I also have a disease that was attacking my lungs. I had never had a problem with them before. It just all of the sudden popped up. Since then my life has been hell. I have been hospitalized around 20 times and almost died twice. All while moving around the world with my husband being in the military and having 2 teenage boys. They think they have figured out what it is. They think it is, Polymyositis, which is an autoimmune disease that attacks your muscles and 20% of the time it will attack your lungs as well. I have been on high doses of steroids and the side effects are hell. I had to quit my job being a RN because I couldn't be around sick people. Now I am on an immunosuppresent and I can't go out in public except to go to the doctors which is about 3 times a week. When I do go I have to where a face mask and carry hand sanitizer with me. But, with this new medicine I haven't been in the hospital in 4 months which is the longest I have gone since I was diagnosed with this. I am now having problems from all the side effects of the steroids I had to take. I broke my pelvis last month and I didn't do anything to break it. Just standing when it broke. The steroids have made my bones very thin and brittle. They said it probably wouldn't be my last broken bone. We had to move back to Arkansas where we grew up so our families could help take care of me and the boys when my husband needed them. He just retired after 20 years in the army to help take care of me. Man I feel so guilty. He loved the army and wanted to stay in for a while but, I just cant move around anymore. The stress is to much on me and I need to stay with one set of doctors. I to have to take shit loads of pain meds for my fibromyalgia, which now they think it is this polymyositis which is where your white blood cells reconize your muscle tissue as foreign and attack it. It is extremely painful. I have to take hard core pain meds as well as other stuff too. I think I take around 38 pills a day. Crazy Huh!We also just bought a house and three months after we bought it, it started flooding. It has flooded four times and we have only lived in it less than a year. The previous owners said they lived in it for 28 years and they never had a problem with it which is bull shit. They added on to the house and put about $15,000.00 in landscaping as well as a guest house about 2 years ago. The neighbor told us that after they put all this money into the house, it suddenly went up for sale. So I imagine they had a crappy contractor that did some things wrong when he added on and they messed up the front yard to where when it rains it runs onto my porch and under the walls right into the house. They didn't disclose this in the contract when we bought the house so now we are going to have to hire a lawyer and sue them to have the house fixed. Because I don't have flood insurance and I'm not making my home owners insurance go up when this is their fault. Also I just had to pay $10,000.00 for a new air and heat pump. They bought one five years ago and let a neighbor put it in that didn't know what the hell he was doing and f***ed everything up so we had to get a new one. So needless to say our first house buying experience has been a real bitch. As I always say THANK GOD FOR XANAX. The only cure for my disease is a lung transplant. You just cant go out to walmart and get those to easily. also, I have always lived far away from my mother and father in-law and now I only live a few hours away from them and they are always starting shit between me and my husband and they invite themselves down all the time, which wears me out and I end up getting sick from all the stress and house cleaning I have to do when they come down. So Girl, I know how you feel. I believe in your case it will get better. I hope your husband gets his job back. The economy is making a slow comeback so maybe things will pick up for you guys and you can get out of your in-laws house. I wouldn''t wish that off on my worst enemy to have to live with your in-laws. But, if you ever need someone to talk to or just a shoulder to cry on I would be more than happy to listen. It is so hard staying cooped up in this house and not being able to go anywhere but to the Doctors office and that is the worst place to pick up germs and cause me to get sick. What I would give to be able to just go to the mall for a day. I also have to wear oxygen sometimes during the day and I have to sleep with it every night. I am only 41 as of today and I feel and look like I am 81. Walking with a walker and wearing oxygen and gaining over 80 pounds because of the steroids I had to take. Well thats enough of my crazy ass problems I didn't mean to wear your eyes out reading this. I just thought how crazy it was that both of our lives are in tournmoil right now. I thought to myself when I read some if your post, She is someone I could realy relate to. I thought it seems like she (you) has fallen on hard times as well. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and I'm here if you need to get some shit off your chest. I am always up due to my meds I have severe insomnia and stay up for days at a time so I always check my computer. So feel free to send a note my way and if it is private, I will give you my e-mail address. See ya later and keep your chin up. </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/gastric-bypass-surgery-date#post-4563 Wed, 08 Sep 2010 02:46:19 +0000 Rac87el 4563@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Yes my mom, sisters and an aunt plus possibly my cousin will be there when I go in for surgery. The rest of my family will visit me afterwards. Thanks for the love and support datentime I appreciate it! </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/any-zombie-fans-out-there#post-4562 Wed, 08 Sep 2010 00:44:39 +0000 Anotherpopfan 4562@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>By the way, Emil, being a zombie film aficionado I have seen any zombie film worth watching. Although the upcoming "The Walking Dead" will be the first american zombie tv series, there was quite a good zombie mini-series that aired in the UK a few years back called "Dead Set". If you haven't seen it yet, I highly recommend checking it out. Here is the IMDB link if you wanna check it out! It's definitely more "dawn of the dead" than "shaun of the dead" if you catch my drift, despite one of the sub genres it's wrongly classified under. It's pure old school zombie horror with a rather innovative plot. </p> <p><a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1285482/" rel="nofollow">http://www.imdb.com/title/tt1285482/</a></p> <p>Maybe your friend can discuss it on his site as a comparison while we wait for "The Walking Dead" to premiere on Halloween ;) </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/no-one-reads-these-posts-so-im-safe#post-4561 Tue, 07 Sep 2010 18:05:37 +0000 Innaffitoften 4561@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>princess, thank you for the well wishes, and yes, i feel very blessed to have found so many great friends here at PTZ. It's sometimes difficult to wade through the muck, but for the most part, I haven't regretted many relationships that I started here.<br /> If you can believe it...the drama continues. Over a week ago I fell asleep with my laptop on my wrist, and because I am on heavy doses of pain meds, if I miss a dose, I will sleep through the second coming of Christ...until I wake up wishing that I was dead, as in this case. I realized that it was 6 hours past my regular dose of meds (I had a stressful day and fell asleep playing a game on the comp) but the bigger issue was the searing pain in my wrist, and a few minutes later, in the top of my hand. THE DAMN LAPTOP had given me 2nd degree burns on my wrist and the top of my left hand! I guess at some point I felt the burning in my wrist, and moved my hand enough to burn the top too! Right now I am holding my and up over my head to keep it from pulsating when I put it down, despite the pain meds. Bandaids wont stick because of where it's at AND I just burned my other hand a few months ago for the very same reason...falling asleep w/o taking my meds on time in front of a space heater! Youd think that I would have learned. But i never expected the laptop to get so hot! If it weren't for bad luck... OH! and despite having lost everything last year in the recession, and gaining some hope since my husband started working again in July, he got laid off again last Thurs. Life isn't so grand. Keep the well wishes coming please! </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/gastric-bypass-surgery-date#post-4560 Tue, 07 Sep 2010 17:26:17 +0000 datentime 4560@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Rachel....I will keep you in my thoughts. You will come through this with flying colors. The medical field does such phenomenal work now a days. I wish you all the best. Do you have family or friends that will go to the hospital with you? I am so proud of you to have the strength to go through with this. Please keep us posted. </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/gastric-bypass-surgery-date#post-4559 Tue, 07 Sep 2010 11:52:29 +0000 Rac87el 4559@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Hey just wanted to let everyone know that I did receive my surgery date. My surgery will be on Oct 12th. Now on Sept 28th I have to go do the pre-op testing. So I got a month to get everything in order. Right now i'm working on getting the medical exception so I can keep my apt on campus and tomorrow I will start on the wills. </p> <p>So please be praying that everything goes well for me.</p> <p>Thanks,</p> <p>Rachel </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/to-emilbus#post-4558 Tue, 07 Sep 2010 11:36:36 +0000 Emilbus20 4558@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>any time! ;-) </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/any-zombie-fans-out-there#post-4557 Tue, 07 Sep 2010 09:54:47 +0000 Anotherpopfan 4557@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>"When there is no more room in hell, or the doctor's office, the dead will walk the earth, as will the huge zit laden" : p"</p> <p>Yep, I am a HUGE zombie film fan, seen them all. My fav genre : ) Really psyched about The Walking Dead series, looks AWESOME! </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/no-one-reads-these-posts-so-im-safe#post-4556 Tue, 07 Sep 2010 04:26:33 +0000 princesspustule 4556@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Inna, sorry about your accident. Im not trying to be nosey. I was just thinking how much we have in common. I broke my pelvis last month and have been in terrible pain for over a month and I too have fibromyalgia which makes it worse. So I know how you feel. Hang in there and keep your chin up. It sounds like you have alot of friends that care about you. I hope things get better for you really soon. </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/who-had-a-cyst-before-or-abscess-bots-etc/page/2#post-4555 Mon, 06 Sep 2010 19:34:47 +0000 daisygirl 4555@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>I'm new here too - and I have a little story to share :)</p> <p>On the evening of Jan 23 this year, I felt a little bump under my left nippie - and it hurt! I made my fiancé feel it and make sure it wasn't just in my head. The next day when I woke up - it was the size of a golf ball, and by that evening it was the size of an egg! We went to the ER that evening, a Sunday night, because I was freaking out.</p> <p>They said it was nothing, but had me come back the next day to have an ultrasound and tried to drain it - we'll call this aspiration attempt #1</p> <p>The cyst was growing quite rapidly and by the time I saw the surgeon that Weds, it was already getting bigger and I thought it was gonna blow. He had me get a mammogram and another ultrasound in his office where he tried to aspirate it, and again nothing happened. I was put on a high dose of keflex immediately and I was to come back in 10 days.</p> <p>Well, by Sunday I was constantly crying, I couldn't even let fabric touch it and I literally had to hold it up or the strain would pull at it, it was that bad. I tried twice to get an emergency appointment with the surgeon and finally got an appointment for 8 am Tuesday AM. That was day 11. That night it started to get worse and worse so we went to the ER really early that Tuesday morning. They gave me dilauded and said, "It's just celluloses so just go to your appointment at 8 am." The ER Dr wouldn't hear boo about me telling him what it really was (My surgeon reported him to the hospital board that handles bad doctoring, lol). This was at 7:30 am, it was snowing out, and I can't drive because they've given me dilauded. We sat in the car for 20 mins, then I slowly drove to the opposite side of the hospital where the surgeon's office was.</p> <p>He walks in, I'm crying, he asks what's up and I show him. His first words were, "I'm admitting you NOW!" So next thing I know I'm admitted to the hospital and they start powerful IV antibiotics. They took a black sharpie and drew a line that went around the infected area (by that time most of my breast) to make sure it wasn't spreading. Every day the Surgeon came in and checked it and was amazed that nothing was happening. Friday morning he sends me down for attempted aspiration #3. He was using an 18 gauge needle and got nothing. It should be noted that the first 2 aspirations, I denied any numbing agent before the aspirations (I was trying to be brace), and on the 3rd one I was wonked on dilauded - but he said he couldn't get it. That Friday late afternoon the surgeon came in and said I had 2 options, an attempted bedside draining, or I could wait till 9 pm and they'd take me into surgery. I said if they gave me more pain meds, I was willing to try it bedside. They doubled my dilauded, waited till it kicked in (and BOYOLA did it kick in) and then they numbed it. I couldn't watch!</p> <p>The surgeon said to the nurse, "How could that guy not aspirate this this morning, I can see pus on the needles when I pull them out from using the lidocaine. That was when I *really* tried to tune it out, lol!!</p> <p>So he cuts. And it comes shooting out like a fountain. I know this because 3 nurses and the Dr jumped backwards - I could see it from the corner of my eye. The best part was...it may have been gross, and I've never smelt *anything* in my life so awful...but it felt SO GOOD! By the time they had it all out and clean and packed they told me that there was still a small hematoma, but they had drained between 3/4 and a cup of nasty brown liquid into the basin - not counting what was everywhere else on and around me *ick*. </p> <p>I went home that Sunday, and we had to pack it for about a week, but so far nothing has returned (I was told it probably will eventually).</p> <p>People constantly ask me why I let it go so long...it was 11 days from the day I felt it pea sized to the day I was admitted to the hospital. I was amazed at how fast it grew - mine, of course, wasn't a sebaceous cyst that took years to grow, it was an active infection and they can come up fast from nowhere. The woman who did the mammogram said she was surprised it didn't pop while she was doing it - apparently it's not uncommon. </p> <p>Also, I don't have insurance but most hospitals these days have programs for people with limited income (in my hospital's case 3x national poverty level). It allows me physical therapy, my doctor, etc. So if you get something like this - GO TO THE HOSPITAL and work out the details later!!!!</p> <p>PS - I have a tattoo, and I constantly see comments about how many people that post their monster cysts, zits, etc have tats. Here's my theory - people with tattoos are less inhibited and therefor simply more likely to post a video on youtube. It has nothing to do with the tattoos themselves, I just think they're more likely to post something that some less liberal people would find a very personal matter because "medical procedures are *private* matters!" Just my 2 cents! </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/to-emilbus#post-4554 Mon, 06 Sep 2010 00:56:21 +0000 popables 4554@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>I don't know what you did with the ads in the last week or so but, THANK YOU!! Now I can just watch the vids without having to watch an ad before EVERY video!!! :) YOU RULE!!! </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/on-hiatus-not-leaving-just-moving#post-4553 Sun, 05 Sep 2010 13:53:51 +0000 CystFace 4553@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Where you moving to </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/on-hiatus-not-leaving-just-moving#post-4552 Sun, 05 Sep 2010 10:57:29 +0000 Halph Staph 4552@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Hi all y'all, my wonderful fellow Popologists!</p> <p>Well, I am finally moving out of my main Maine city, Portland. Heading a bit south, but this is a big move for me. I've lived in this building for two years, and although it is a slum, I am the type who nests wherever I land. Tomorrow, Labor Day (ha ha, perfect day for moving, right?) will be move day, so I will be offline until at the soonest, the 10th, but it depends on if the phone company holds to the install date for my DSL and when my net company flips the switch to make me active.</p> <p>So, in my absence, I am quite sure dripper will keep you entertained, as well as Anna, Fuzzy, softserve, bogey1 and all the others who have lately been bringing up some very good stuff for the site. Do not take it personally if I left someone out... I consider everyone here my family! And all families are dysfunctional in some way or another, right?</p> <p>So wish me luck on the move - the new place is cheaper, larger, and has hook-ups for a washer and dryer! And all (basic) utilities included! Neat-o! I hope I'll be happy there, my relationship needs it - we've been so stressed living here - cops at all hours chasing down the druggies, handling the domestic fights, arresting the hookers. Really, I mean you'd think Portland, ME of all cities wouldn't have that much crime - but it is everywhere!!!!</p> <p>I am rambling, because I am procrastinating finishing packing. Anywho - keep on poppin' everybody. Love you, Inna, chin up, I will contact you AS SOON AS I go live on the net. I promise!!!! I'd say cross your fingers, Inna, for luck in my move - but you can't on one hand, can you? (I hope I hear from you about that matter before I am gone!)</p> <p>Take care, play nice nice everyone, and see you later!<br /> ~ Halph Staph,<br /> "purveyor of the strange, weird, and icky, for your enjoyment" </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/my-children/page/2#post-4551 Sun, 05 Sep 2010 09:32:14 +0000 BigTull 4551@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>@popables: AMEN!!!!! </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/ptz-zit-compilation-vol-1#post-4550 Sun, 05 Sep 2010 07:17:53 +0000 Anna Nonymous 4550@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>I'll gladly take requests for the volumes to follow! I have plans for a Dr J montage, parasites collection, and some juicy surprises from our home made videos too!</p> <p>Music requests and compilation subject requests are welcome!</p> <p>A. Nonymous </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/my-children/page/2#post-4549 Sun, 05 Sep 2010 04:11:45 +0000 popables 4549@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>#13 THOU SHALT NOT FONDLE THYSELF IN ANY WAY WHILST MAKING A PUS VIDEO, SO SAYETH THE GODS OF PTZ!! (see pus udder guy for reference)<br /> <a href="http://www.popthatzit.com/2008/04/okay-this-one-ooked-me-chest-zit/" rel="nofollow">http://www.popthatzit.com/2008/04/okay-this-one-ooked-me-chest-zit/</a> </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/too-graphic-for-main-site-anal-fistula/page/2#post-4548 Fri, 03 Sep 2010 18:32:26 +0000 BigTull 4548@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>ROTFLMAO+HCTTGMBANHAS!!!!!!!!!!! I'm OK.......The guy's from the Operating Engineers just left and took the crane with them. </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/too-graphic-for-main-site-anal-fistula#post-4547 Fri, 03 Sep 2010 14:28:29 +0000 jordan1870 4547@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>popables - Thanks so very much! As of yesterday, I have been Mommy for six years exactly and every day brings more happiness..My babies are my life. Thank you, again, for your kind words.</p> <p>Halph - Thank you so very much for your kind words. As I mentioned, there were times that I just didn't feel as though I could make it through. Obviously there was a bigger plan for me and I'm thankful that I stayed around to see how wonderful it really was/is. Please know that I truly DO care...I know exactly how you feel...and I'm more than willing to help if I can. So, if you ever need to chat or just cry, I'm here. I know we don't really know each other but I truly understand your feelings and will help any way possible. In the meantime, don't give up...keep your chin up and forge ahead..and I'll definitely keep you in my thoughts and prayers. Peace</p> <p>dripper - I just viewed the link you posted right above my post to Halph...OH MY DEAR LORD!!!! If ANY man came at me with THAT THING, I would RUN as far and as fast as I could!!! That is the ugliest thing I've ever seen!!! That would turn me against men FOREVER! YECH!!!! But...thanks for sharing! :) We all share the joy of weird/strange/odd things alike so...NEXT! :) </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/too-graphic-for-main-site-anal-fistula#post-4546 Fri, 03 Sep 2010 11:58:28 +0000 Halph Staph 4546@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Dear jordan1870: Thank you. Thank you for sharing, thank you for caring, thank you for having the courage and the willpower to stay in this world and not give up. Thank you for retaining your sense of self and holding on to hope all those years you spent with that awful man. Thank you for being there to catch those two wonderful children who now call you Mom. If you had taken the easy road out all those years ago - who knows what would have happened to them? Yes, there is a plan for everyone, I believe in karma, preordained destiny, and all that wonderful stuff.</p> <p>But I'd like to fire the contractor who drafted my plan - because I think he forgot that there actually has to be windows for them to open when the door gets shut!</p> <p>:) Bless you jordan1870, and your family. I'm meant for something fantastic - sometimes that little grit of knowledge is all that keeps me tethered in reality.</p> <p>~ H.S. </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/too-graphic-for-main-site-anal-fistula#post-4545 Fri, 03 Sep 2010 01:24:16 +0000 popables 4545@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Jodran1870, what a beautiful story! Congratulations on your mommyhood! and LOL about your "diamond"!! </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/ptz-zit-compilation-vol-1#post-4544 Thu, 02 Sep 2010 12:47:54 +0000 Emilbus20 4544@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Just an FYI we put out a cool Zit Video Compilation Vol 1 here<br /> <a href="http://www.popthatzit.com/2010/09/popthatzit-com-compilation-vol-1/" rel="nofollow">http://www.popthatzit.com/2010/09/popthatzit-com-compilation-vol-1/</a></p> <p>Enjoy! ;-) </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/too-graphic-for-main-site-anal-fistula#post-4543 Wed, 01 Sep 2010 21:35:35 +0000 jordan1870 4543@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Oh, and by the way...the anal fistula made my anus squeeze so tight, I think I made a diamond! LOL YIKES!!! </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/too-graphic-for-main-site-anal-fistula#post-4542 Wed, 01 Sep 2010 21:32:57 +0000 jordan1870 4542@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Halph - I've seen your posts on the 'main' site and tonight just happened to come into the forum and read through these posts. Mind you, I've NEVER been to this part of the site before but tonight something seemed to lead me here. Now I think I know what it was....</p> <p>After reading your request for a child or surrogate, I felt I had to respond. First of all, I totally agree with dripper...tell the docs who want to remove your female parts to bite you. Stick with it and keep trying until you can't try anymore. I'm no 'bible thumper' by any means, but I do firmly believe that He has a plan for all of us. I say this because I'm an example...see...when I was very young, I was stupid and became pregnant at 17. I didn't know what to do and was rushed into a decision that I will regret to my dying day (and it wasn't adoption...you get the picture).. Although I'm now 40, every June 28th I remember what I did that horrible day. Anyway...the years passed and at 21 I got married. We were married for 14 horrible years but because I was so co-dependent, I couldn't let go. For 10 of those 14 years we tried to have children...we did it all. Everything from just watching my ovulation to clomid (oral meds to help create more follicles), injectible meds and artificial imsemination..we used his sperm and when that didn't work, we used a donor (in case there were problems with his), and finally in-vitro. We spent thousands and thousands of dollars and ended up with nothing but a worn out mind and exhausted body. Because we had spent so much money on these things, we couldn't afford adoption even if we wanted to. As we were going through this, I felt as though I was being punished for my decision at 17 and would never be able to have children of my own because of this. By this time, I was almost 35 years old and obviously my biological clock was ticking away...I finally resigned myself to the fact that I was never going to have the child I so desperately wanted and needed. I was truly a mess. I was horribly depressed, my marriage was in shambles and I was just exhausted. I won't lie...I thought of just ending it all many, many times. One day...out of the blue...I received a call from a close relative stating that her children were being taken by child services and she needed me right away. She was in a horrible situation involving drugs and an abusive husband and was too caught up in it to leave...she chose the drugs and the 'man' over her children. Over a 2 day period, I became 'insta-Mom' to the 2 most beautiful, wonderful and amazing children I could have ever asked for. Although it was a process to go through the proper legal channels and obtain final legal custody, I am now the proud parent of two beautiful babies. These children not only needed me, but I needed them...they gave me the courage to finally leave the bi-polar husband who was so horrible all of those years. The man who mentally, emotionally and physically abused me but I stayed with because of my own issues. If I had children with this man, I would be forever tied to him and have to worry that a biological child may inherit his illness or other traits. Now I don't have to concern myself with this at all...And I'm still a Mom. There is no way that I could love a biological child any more than I love my children. They are my life...the sun rises and sets with my children in my eyes. Although I spent many, many years living my darkest days, I now live in bright light...just my children and I. We have no connection to anyone therefore no need to be concerned about anything. </p> <p>I realize that this has been a long post but I just wanted to tell you my story to show you that although we may not understand...and we may disagree with the way things are going...there is a plan for all of us. I know that it's hard to stomach and even harder to truly accept it but I tell you this to hopefully help you to continue to hope. Don't EVER give up hope. Even when all hope is gone (as mine was at one time), still go on. God knows what we need...even more than we do. God Bless you, Halph...you will definitely be in my thoughts and prayers. Peace </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/my-children/page/2#post-4541 Wed, 01 Sep 2010 18:56:32 +0000 dripper 4541@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Oh and if you have gloves on..DONT FREAK OUT WHEN IT GETS ON YOU </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/my-children/page/2#post-4540 Wed, 01 Sep 2010 18:45:54 +0000 dripper 4540@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Take away #7 and someone replace it with tho shall not wipe incessantly or use any type of material that gets in the way of viewing, and add gloves for better gripping and when using said gloves do not use wiping material at the same time. also thou does not need to show it to the camera like a child shows his mama he made poo poo </p> <p>You right tull I like it here, I love having fun </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/to-dripper#post-4539 Wed, 01 Sep 2010 17:17:51 +0000 Popsie 4539@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>I sent you a PM, Dripper. </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/my-children#post-4538 Wed, 01 Sep 2010 14:34:59 +0000 BigTull 4538@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>@ popables: Emil should be able to get mozits to get back and post #1, he owns the site. If he dosen't post it on the homepage, he could give us a button to push like he does for the shooutbox or the forum. </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/my-children#post-4537 Wed, 01 Sep 2010 12:36:46 +0000 popables 4537@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>and I'm guessing that mozitz had NO IDEA what he/she was starting with her/his original post! Hahahahaaa! </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/my-children#post-4536 Wed, 01 Sep 2010 12:35:11 +0000 popables 4536@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>BigTull, I'm thinking that maybe Emilbus should post "The Twelve Commandments" On the front page for all to read and follow, LOL..... This is good stuff!! ;-) </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/to-dripper#post-4535 Wed, 01 Sep 2010 11:48:17 +0000 Innaffitoften 4535@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>D~ don't. really, don't. This is B.S. I think that you need to stay on the comp. and do what you do best, find us vids!!! ~Tif :) </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/to-dripper#post-4534 Wed, 01 Sep 2010 11:11:27 +0000 dripper 4534@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Hey Guys, I tried to PM you Popsie but it wont go through, I need your user name you signed in with which should be popsie. But it said not found. But Tiff is right, I am going to take a break for awhile but will be back soon! Everyone needs a rest. Thanks tiff, talk to you soon. </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/to-dripper#post-4533 Wed, 01 Sep 2010 10:41:47 +0000 Innaffitoften 4533@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>No problem Pop, I am sure that she will love hearing from you, however, she did say that she was taking a good rest, so don't worry if you don't hear back from her soon. She is really good about sending replies, however. :) </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/to-dripper#post-4532 Tue, 31 Aug 2010 19:24:56 +0000 Popsie 4532@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>Thank youso much Inna! </p> http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/topic/my-children#post-4531 Tue, 31 Aug 2010 14:15:44 +0000 BigTull 4531@http://www.popthatzit.com/zit-forums/ <p>LMAO Inna. I would comment on the final statement, but it's peaceful here and I kinda like to keep it that way. </p>